Goals.
2012 is upon us…and with a new year comes a resolution here and there.
In my case…I decided to have goals for the year. And not just one…but 3 goals for 2012, as they say that the best things come in threes.
They’re quite simple anyway. Two monetary and one more personal and emotional goal…
First is to be able to attain P104,000 in my bank account within the year. The magical number of P104,000 didn’t just come nowhere though. There’s a reason for it…though I don’t think that I’ll divulge it here as it’s something personal for me.
Second is to be able to stop buying new cosplay and lolita fashion or whatever within the year. My ultimate goal though is to stop doing so within 6 months. I’m not sure if this is doable…at least my ultimate goal…but then again, I’d like to work on getting my dreams…and hopefully, sometime soon so I can focus on other things.
Third is to love myself more within the year and really find my light.I’m not 100% sure how I’ll really see if this goal has been attained…but I guess that I’ll just have to see the year through to the end in order to really check. Though I want this to come to the point that whenever people see me…I won’t bring them down.
It’s not that I’d care too much about them…or let them care much about me…but given how last year went…I don’t want to hurt people anymore…and I want to make amends to those that I have hurt - at least…those who still matter to me and who I still matter to.
I just want peace now. Nothing but simple peace and happiness within myself as I bathe in my own light…
I wonder if I can attain these goals…
Only one way to find out.
Just keep on living.
‘Til next.
Allaynia
